It strikes midnight, Cinderella's gone
She left her glass slipper, what's done is done
She runs away, so far away
She runs away, dear, won't you stay?
Drowning in tears, she remembers that day
Screaming in fear, she runs away
This happy ending she will never reach at all
As she tries to fly, she knows she'd fall
The charming girl you danced with last night
She fell right away, after she took flight
Well as you know Cinderella's not free
And no one knows, Cinderella is me...
Monday, February 1, 2010
My Lullaby
"Good evening to the sun
It's time for me to drift into my dreams
My light is fin'lly gone
Melodies, lullabies, it's not what it seems...
Without you I'm a solitary star
But here I am, I've gone this far
This wonderful lullaby
It tells me not to cry
I drift into my dreams
The pain will be gone for a while"
It's time for me to drift into my dreams
My light is fin'lly gone
Melodies, lullabies, it's not what it seems...
Without you I'm a solitary star
But here I am, I've gone this far
This wonderful lullaby
It tells me not to cry
I drift into my dreams
The pain will be gone for a while"
Nothing to You
I never felt this feeling before
Feeling empty, isolated, unseen
Will you ever open the door
To your heart? you're all I'm thinkin'
Am I really just nothing, nothing to you?
Do you really think I'm a joke, I'm untrue?
Because, I'm nothing but a dreamer
You'll never see me, so go on with her.
It's another day gone by
Do I take a risk, do I try?
Should you ever find out it's you
Should you ever find out that everything's true?
Am I really just nothing, nothing to you?
Do you really think I'm a joke, I'm untrue?
Because, I'm nothing but a dreamer
You'll never see me, so go on with her.
If you only knew
Just how much I love you...
Feeling empty, isolated, unseen
Will you ever open the door
To your heart? you're all I'm thinkin'
Am I really just nothing, nothing to you?
Do you really think I'm a joke, I'm untrue?
Because, I'm nothing but a dreamer
You'll never see me, so go on with her.
It's another day gone by
Do I take a risk, do I try?
Should you ever find out it's you
Should you ever find out that everything's true?
Am I really just nothing, nothing to you?
Do you really think I'm a joke, I'm untrue?
Because, I'm nothing but a dreamer
You'll never see me, so go on with her.
If you only knew
Just how much I love you...
Angel of Mine
Angel of mine
could I turn back the hands of time
coz I feel so alone
won't you stay with me and my heart made of stone?
And I know you're watching over me
Hope you know, I dream of you when I sleep
I hope that somehow I could stay with you
We'll fly through the sky so blue...
But no, you're an angel, a prince in my dreams
And I'm a devil inside, it seems
But will you ever hold my hand?
I don't even think that you understand...
could I turn back the hands of time
coz I feel so alone
won't you stay with me and my heart made of stone?
And I know you're watching over me
Hope you know, I dream of you when I sleep
I hope that somehow I could stay with you
We'll fly through the sky so blue...
But no, you're an angel, a prince in my dreams
And I'm a devil inside, it seems
But will you ever hold my hand?
I don't even think that you understand...
Nonsense.
I watch the time go by
I see the world, I start to cry
And I've dreamt about this lonely night
And I know, It ain't gonna be alright...
Only you can heal my broken heart
You don't even want to do your part
Yet you're included in this dream,
this dream with your goodbye scene
Sometimes I wonder if you're real
How could you make me feel, feel
this way, I thought you loved me
Oh, Why didn't I see? (That you were playing me!)
I see the world, I start to cry
And I've dreamt about this lonely night
And I know, It ain't gonna be alright...
Only you can heal my broken heart
You don't even want to do your part
Yet you're included in this dream,
this dream with your goodbye scene
Sometimes I wonder if you're real
How could you make me feel, feel
this way, I thought you loved me
Oh, Why didn't I see? (That you were playing me!)
Raging Silence
I'm holding on the the past
feels like a spell was cast
I need to break the silence within
my hopes, my dreams, my fears unseen
And all the secrets we've kept
You held my hand we took another step
Here's another wonderful dance
I'm just hoping you'd give me a chance
And I can't fight this raging silence, I'm breaking
I need to tell you how much I love you
but I can't, my raging silence ain't fading
So I'll tell you I love you, (everything's so true)
Oh, won't you open that door?
Darling, it hurts so much more
And I can't fight this raging silence I'm breaking
(Only you can open the door)
So I'll tell you I love you
(Is this what you need me for?)
And I can't fight this raging silence, I'm breaking
I need to tell you how much I love you
but I can't, my raging silence ain't fading
So I'll tell you I love you, (everything's so true)
feels like a spell was cast
I need to break the silence within
my hopes, my dreams, my fears unseen
And all the secrets we've kept
You held my hand we took another step
Here's another wonderful dance
I'm just hoping you'd give me a chance
And I can't fight this raging silence, I'm breaking
I need to tell you how much I love you
but I can't, my raging silence ain't fading
So I'll tell you I love you, (everything's so true)
Oh, won't you open that door?
Darling, it hurts so much more
And I can't fight this raging silence I'm breaking
(Only you can open the door)
So I'll tell you I love you
(Is this what you need me for?)
And I can't fight this raging silence, I'm breaking
I need to tell you how much I love you
but I can't, my raging silence ain't fading
So I'll tell you I love you, (everything's so true)
Another Nothing.
Another sunny day gone by
Another dream for me to fly
Another person I yearn to see
Another girl I wish to be
I am nothing, nothing to you
I am a lie, nothing is true
I am a person who wishes to fly
I am a girl who wishes to die
All i really wanted was to dream
Dream about something so unseen
A dream that my heart wished to come true
A dream where I am happy, only with you...
Another dream for me to fly
Another person I yearn to see
Another girl I wish to be
I am nothing, nothing to you
I am a lie, nothing is true
I am a person who wishes to fly
I am a girl who wishes to die
All i really wanted was to dream
Dream about something so unseen
A dream that my heart wished to come true
A dream where I am happy, only with you...
Forgive me, I was mad.
Hopeless? Of course, a little bit pissed
Lost? I know, betrayed, shoved and dissed
Back-stabbed? why not, we all are anyway
I am the girl who cried, but can't fly away.
You f**king turn me into you
When I really don't want to
I'm lost in this world, I don't feel like me
You f**king kill me, drowning me in misery
I want to scream at the top of my lungs right now
I want to tear apart but I can't somehow.
I'd love to take a knife or even drown
Because of you, you brought me down...
Lost? I know, betrayed, shoved and dissed
Back-stabbed? why not, we all are anyway
I am the girl who cried, but can't fly away.
You f**king turn me into you
When I really don't want to
I'm lost in this world, I don't feel like me
You f**king kill me, drowning me in misery
I want to scream at the top of my lungs right now
I want to tear apart but I can't somehow.
I'd love to take a knife or even drown
Because of you, you brought me down...
Ready, set, go. Fade Away.
Ready set go, break me
I know you'd let me go, inevitably
Don't turn around, don't look at me
Because the real me, you will never see.
I won't cry again, darling
I'll just stay here, fading
Trying to fly away...
I won't admit that I miss you.
I won't tell the world that I love you
No, I'll just slowly fade away...
I can see your lies
In your beautiful brown eyes
I can feel the despair taking over you
I can see your hate in the things you do.
I won't cry again, darling
I'll just stay here, fading
Trying to fly away...
I won't admit that I miss you.
I won't tell the world that I love you
No, I'll just slowly fade away...
I know you'd let me go, inevitably
Don't turn around, don't look at me
Because the real me, you will never see.
I won't cry again, darling
I'll just stay here, fading
Trying to fly away...
I won't admit that I miss you.
I won't tell the world that I love you
No, I'll just slowly fade away...
I can see your lies
In your beautiful brown eyes
I can feel the despair taking over you
I can see your hate in the things you do.
I won't cry again, darling
I'll just stay here, fading
Trying to fly away...
I won't admit that I miss you.
I won't tell the world that I love you
No, I'll just slowly fade away...
I made this for a friend
You can let me go right now
I don't want to miss you, but I do somehow
How will I let you go, my dear?
When losing you is my only fear?
I know you hate me, I know you're mad
I know you hate me, it makes me sad
but then I love you just the same
I cry at night, saying your name
I dreamed of you, saying goodbye
In my dream, you didn't cry
Maybe it's time to let you go
But I still love you, just so you know.
Oh, man. I still feel guilty. Well, this was for my old friend, when we fought. but we`re okay now. :D
I don't want to miss you, but I do somehow
How will I let you go, my dear?
When losing you is my only fear?
I know you hate me, I know you're mad
I know you hate me, it makes me sad
but then I love you just the same
I cry at night, saying your name
I dreamed of you, saying goodbye
In my dream, you didn't cry
Maybe it's time to let you go
But I still love you, just so you know.
Oh, man. I still feel guilty. Well, this was for my old friend, when we fought. but we`re okay now. :D
...?
I loved him so much, didn't want him to know
I hope it's not obvious, I can't let him go
If he loves me back, I won't really won`t mind
Every last memory, I won`t just leave behind
He held me close, but that was before
He let me go, he walked out that door
I finally let him fly away free
But the sadness I kept, I didn't want him to see
"It's too late" I said, as I took one long breath
"Goodbye, my love" I stand before death
I took something sharp, as it cut my skin
It hurt so much, but there's more within
Sentenced to death, there's no turning back, dear
Darling, don't weep, there's nothing to fear
Don't hold me close, like you did before
Just say I love you, say it once more
When I hear those three words, I'll finally let go
This is my suicide note, just so you know
Dear, I still love you, with silent cries
And goodbye to the world, I'll just close my eyes...
Wow. Infatuation kills, doesn`t it? Haha. I feel stupid now, reading this.
September 19, 2008
I hope it's not obvious, I can't let him go
If he loves me back, I won't really won`t mind
Every last memory, I won`t just leave behind
He held me close, but that was before
He let me go, he walked out that door
I finally let him fly away free
But the sadness I kept, I didn't want him to see
"It's too late" I said, as I took one long breath
"Goodbye, my love" I stand before death
I took something sharp, as it cut my skin
It hurt so much, but there's more within
Sentenced to death, there's no turning back, dear
Darling, don't weep, there's nothing to fear
Don't hold me close, like you did before
Just say I love you, say it once more
When I hear those three words, I'll finally let go
This is my suicide note, just so you know
Dear, I still love you, with silent cries
And goodbye to the world, I'll just close my eyes...
Wow. Infatuation kills, doesn`t it? Haha. I feel stupid now, reading this.
September 19, 2008
Last year`s suicide attempt. :|
The cries of pain she bleeds a lot more
Her eyes tearing up, her wrist is sore
Her straight lines of hatred, she did it for you
She held her wrist firmly, "what's next to do?"
He knew she wanted to let go
But she didn't want him to know
If only he didn't hold her back
Everything was true, and not act
She bid him goodbye with a tear sliding down her face
She added one last cut, "if only he stays"
She loved him so much but he already let her go
"I still love you darling" She wanted him to know
A few seconds left before she'll be free
But he actually came, she wished he didn't see
He grabbed her arm, took away the knife
But it was too late, darling, she's out of life...
A/N:
Whatever happened this afternoon, it's a secret to keep
Don't tell the others, and don't ever weep
I'm sorry for doing it, I'm still so naive
My suicide note, soon you'll receive
Please do not weep, I hate to see you down
Keep this in mind, don't ever frown
Next time let me go, don't stop me at all
Next time do not look, not at my last fall
But if I'm still here, please don't be scared
Remember the damages will never be repaired
And then I'll soon let go, forever I'm gone
But like everyone say's what's done is done.
I still remember what I did. My friends chasing me, all of us crying. Me hiding in the cubicle of our restroom, with an old friend stopping me, staying out the door. It was the place where we first fought. Ugh. September 09, 2008
Her eyes tearing up, her wrist is sore
Her straight lines of hatred, she did it for you
She held her wrist firmly, "what's next to do?"
He knew she wanted to let go
But she didn't want him to know
If only he didn't hold her back
Everything was true, and not act
She bid him goodbye with a tear sliding down her face
She added one last cut, "if only he stays"
She loved him so much but he already let her go
"I still love you darling" She wanted him to know
A few seconds left before she'll be free
But he actually came, she wished he didn't see
He grabbed her arm, took away the knife
But it was too late, darling, she's out of life...
A/N:
Whatever happened this afternoon, it's a secret to keep
Don't tell the others, and don't ever weep
I'm sorry for doing it, I'm still so naive
My suicide note, soon you'll receive
Please do not weep, I hate to see you down
Keep this in mind, don't ever frown
Next time let me go, don't stop me at all
Next time do not look, not at my last fall
But if I'm still here, please don't be scared
Remember the damages will never be repaired
And then I'll soon let go, forever I'm gone
But like everyone say's what's done is done.
I still remember what I did. My friends chasing me, all of us crying. Me hiding in the cubicle of our restroom, with an old friend stopping me, staying out the door. It was the place where we first fought. Ugh. September 09, 2008
BALLPEN. (Out of boredom. :P)
Ballpen, ang aking ginagamit na panulat
kung walang magawa, magdrawing o magsulat
Subalit nakakainis ito dahil wala ng tinta
Oh diyos ko, ang mga ala-ala
Mahal ko ang ballpen unang una sa lahat
Dahil ito'y magandang panulat
Sa kahit anong kulay pula't, itim at bughaw
'Pag ika'y magsulat ito'y sasayaw
kung walang magawa, magdrawing o magsulat
Subalit nakakainis ito dahil wala ng tinta
Oh diyos ko, ang mga ala-ala
Mahal ko ang ballpen unang una sa lahat
Dahil ito'y magandang panulat
Sa kahit anong kulay pula't, itim at bughaw
'Pag ika'y magsulat ito'y sasayaw
Bella Muerte (Beautiful Death, in Spanish)
You know what, some songs just hit me
Like, a video of love, I couldn't even see.
About a girl, with a broken heart
About a guy, who did his part
I learned one day, that they're meant to be like that
Sing songs of anything, A minor or B flat.
They're really meant to make you feel the pain, that sadness
Or make you feel alone, hiding in darkness
"Bella Muerte" everyone says to me, what I dream when I sleep
"Bella Muerte" What I here each time I cry, or when I weep
Beautiful death, romantic death, in short suicide, I think it's the best
When I die, "Bella Muerte", Beautiful death, my moment of rest.
Like, a video of love, I couldn't even see.
About a girl, with a broken heart
About a guy, who did his part
I learned one day, that they're meant to be like that
Sing songs of anything, A minor or B flat.
They're really meant to make you feel the pain, that sadness
Or make you feel alone, hiding in darkness
"Bella Muerte" everyone says to me, what I dream when I sleep
"Bella Muerte" What I here each time I cry, or when I weep
Beautiful death, romantic death, in short suicide, I think it's the best
When I die, "Bella Muerte", Beautiful death, my moment of rest.
It`s what I felt.
Seems like we were just together yesterday
But then right now, you're walking away
You did all this when she had a broken heart
Now she's all just torn apart
Like a piece of paper and a few drops of ink
It's so hard to be writing things, she just can't think
She's lost again, she thinks it's done
She's empty and blinded by the sun
Beautiful girl, don't walk away
Pretty girl, please won't you stay
Shed these tears for someone you know
But always remember, "just go with the flow."
September 04, 2008
But then right now, you're walking away
You did all this when she had a broken heart
Now she's all just torn apart
Like a piece of paper and a few drops of ink
It's so hard to be writing things, she just can't think
She's lost again, she thinks it's done
She's empty and blinded by the sun
Beautiful girl, don't walk away
Pretty girl, please won't you stay
Shed these tears for someone you know
But always remember, "just go with the flow."
September 04, 2008
Nahuhulog na ang luha, Ianna.
Nahuhulog na ang luha
Umiiyak ang puso ko
Nahuhulog na ang luha
Nang dahil lamang sa iyo
Hindi, bakit nga ba?
Pakiramdam ay may kaba
Oo, sya na nga ba?
Imposible, Ano ka ba!
Wala ka nang kwenta ngayon
Sigurado'y sya ay sa-sangayon
Kahit kailanma'y hindi ka kailangan
Marapat na ika'y sumpaan.
Ianna, ano ba ang problema mo?
Bakit ka nga ba ganito?
Makinig ka sa sinasabi sa'yo
Ianna, ayoko na sa'yo.
September 03, 2008
Umiiyak ang puso ko
Nahuhulog na ang luha
Nang dahil lamang sa iyo
Hindi, bakit nga ba?
Pakiramdam ay may kaba
Oo, sya na nga ba?
Imposible, Ano ka ba!
Wala ka nang kwenta ngayon
Sigurado'y sya ay sa-sangayon
Kahit kailanma'y hindi ka kailangan
Marapat na ika'y sumpaan.
Ianna, ano ba ang problema mo?
Bakit ka nga ba ganito?
Makinig ka sa sinasabi sa'yo
Ianna, ayoko na sa'yo.
September 03, 2008
For a girl I fought with.
Nang ako'y iwas-iwasan
Tunay ka nga bang kaibigan?
Nang ako'y biglaang layuan
Wala na yatang patutunguhan
Mahirap mawalan ng matalik na kaibigan
Lalo na't sanhi nito'y ingit lamang
Bakit nga ba ganito ang buhay natin?
Na kahit subukan mo'y, di kayang tawirin.
Sumasama ang paningin ko
Tungo sa iyo
Ngunit sana'y alalahanin mo
Kapag kailangan mo ako, ako'y nandito.
September 3, 2008
Tunay ka nga bang kaibigan?
Nang ako'y biglaang layuan
Wala na yatang patutunguhan
Mahirap mawalan ng matalik na kaibigan
Lalo na't sanhi nito'y ingit lamang
Bakit nga ba ganito ang buhay natin?
Na kahit subukan mo'y, di kayang tawirin.
Sumasama ang paningin ko
Tungo sa iyo
Ngunit sana'y alalahanin mo
Kapag kailangan mo ako, ako'y nandito.
September 3, 2008
Mahal
Pakiramdam ay puro kalungkutan
Pagkatapos nang lumipas, ang oras, dumaan
Wala na pala sya sa piling ng batang ito,
Wala na ang liriko sa kanta ng buhay ko.
Akala ko'y sya lamang, ang aking minamahal
ngunit hanggang ngayo'y buhay ang isinusugal
para lang sa akin, bakit nga ba ganito?
ako'y tuliro, di ko mapagtanto...
September 01, 2008
Pagkatapos nang lumipas, ang oras, dumaan
Wala na pala sya sa piling ng batang ito,
Wala na ang liriko sa kanta ng buhay ko.
Akala ko'y sya lamang, ang aking minamahal
ngunit hanggang ngayo'y buhay ang isinusugal
para lang sa akin, bakit nga ba ganito?
ako'y tuliro, di ko mapagtanto...
September 01, 2008
Sino si Ianna?
Sino nga ba si Ianna?
Bakit nga ba sya nandito?
Ano-ano nga ba ang mga kinakatukatan nya?
Bakit nga nagtatanong ang batang ito?
Siguro dahil sa wala syang magawa?
Siguro dahil sa pagtataka?
Siguro dahil kay Ianna, sya'y natutuwa
O 'di kaya'y ito'y patawa, ako'y nagtataka.
An nga ba ang layunin ng tina-type ko?
Bakit ko nga ba ginagawa to?
Ano nga ba ang naiisip ko?
Kabaliwan lang ba ito?
Hayy na'ko Ianna...:))
September 01, 2008
Bakit nga ba sya nandito?
Ano-ano nga ba ang mga kinakatukatan nya?
Bakit nga nagtatanong ang batang ito?
Siguro dahil sa wala syang magawa?
Siguro dahil sa pagtataka?
Siguro dahil kay Ianna, sya'y natutuwa
O 'di kaya'y ito'y patawa, ako'y nagtataka.
An nga ba ang layunin ng tina-type ko?
Bakit ko nga ba ginagawa to?
Ano nga ba ang naiisip ko?
Kabaliwan lang ba ito?
Hayy na'ko Ianna...:))
September 01, 2008
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