Well, I don't know. The "X" mark hits the spot? Damn it. I'm actually tired of pretending. I'm tired of pretending to believe that you feel this way. I'm tired of your pretending. I'm tried of listening to your countless and impossible excuses. I'm tired of getting myself to believe you, and I really won't just say "I don't care" because I do... but as much as possible, don't waste all this caring, because one day, I wouldn't be able to take it anymore.
Don't tell me that you're sorry, don't tell me you've screwed up, and don't tell me that you regret it all... Don't pretend you do, don't pretend you are.
Don't tell me I'm overreacting, don't tell me I'm stupid, don't tell me I'm gullible, and don't tell me I'm soft.
I'm tired, and I just don't want it this way anymore.
Don't tell me things when you don't even mean it. Don't make me try to believe, don't make me pretend. Don't pretend.
Because I'm giving up?
No you're not. You've told me that a million times, I've believed a million times, but you still held on to that little bit of thread that'll pull you back up.
I'm tired and I don't even know what I'm saying. :|
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
Hello SUMMER 2010! :D
Hello! Haha. SO it's summer here in the Philippines and it's pretty short.. so I wonder what we could do...
1) I've been posting a few stories on FF.net, usually about my favorite characters... Yes, I'm childish, deal with it. I also have a Ficwad account which I rarely use.
2) I am INLOVE with AJ Rafael. :"> Check him out on YouTube and Subscribe! Oh, and his wonderful sister, Jasmine Rafael, too! In addition to that, I've also been listening to Mr. Sam Tsui, Mr. Kurt Schneider, and company, if you have the time, yes, check them out, also! ;)
3) Okay, so I've been playing the piano and the guitar again, which means, yes, I've been making more songs and will try to post it... Heehee.
4) Check this out, Kurthugoschneider made a T-Swizzle medley! I'll be trying to make those medleys soon, but so far, I've kinda made a Glee one. Haha. Check it out! ;)
That's all! ;) Have a great day ahead and God bless! ;)
1) I've been posting a few stories on FF.net, usually about my favorite characters... Yes, I'm childish, deal with it. I also have a Ficwad account which I rarely use.
2) I am INLOVE with AJ Rafael. :"> Check him out on YouTube and Subscribe! Oh, and his wonderful sister, Jasmine Rafael, too! In addition to that, I've also been listening to Mr. Sam Tsui, Mr. Kurt Schneider, and company, if you have the time, yes, check them out, also! ;)
3) Okay, so I've been playing the piano and the guitar again, which means, yes, I've been making more songs and will try to post it... Heehee.
4) Check this out, Kurthugoschneider made a T-Swizzle medley! I'll be trying to make those medleys soon, but so far, I've kinda made a Glee one. Haha. Check it out! ;)
That's all! ;) Have a great day ahead and God bless! ;)
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