Hit me.

Well, I don't know. The "X" mark hits the spot? Damn it. I'm actually tired of pretending. I'm tired of pretending to believe that you feel this way. I'm tired of your pretending. I'm tried of listening to your countless and impossible excuses. I'm tired of getting myself to believe you, and I really won't just say "I don't care" because I do... but as much as possible, don't waste all this caring, because one day, I wouldn't be able to take it anymore.

Don't tell me that you're sorry, don't tell me you've screwed up, and don't tell me that you regret it all... Don't pretend you do, don't pretend you are.

Don't tell me I'm overreacting, don't tell me I'm stupid, don't tell me I'm gullible, and don't tell me I'm soft.

I'm tired, and I just don't want it this way anymore.

Don't tell me things when you don't even mean it. Don't make me try to believe, don't make me pretend. Don't pretend.

Because I'm giving up?

No you're not. You've told me that a million times, I've believed a million times, but you still held on to that little bit of thread that'll pull you back up.

I'm tired and I don't even know what I'm saying. :|

Hello SUMMER 2010! :D

Hello! Haha. SO it's summer here in the Philippines and it's pretty short.. so I wonder what we could do...

1) I've been posting a few stories on FF.net, usually about my favorite characters... Yes, I'm childish, deal with it. I also have a Ficwad account which I rarely use.

2) I am INLOVE with AJ Rafael. :"> Check him out on YouTube and Subscribe! Oh, and his wonderful sister, Jasmine Rafael, too! In addition to that, I've also been listening to Mr. Sam Tsui, Mr. Kurt Schneider, and company, if you have the time, yes, check them out, also! ;)

3) Okay, so I've been playing the piano and the guitar again, which means, yes, I've been making more songs and will try to post it... Heehee.

4) Check this out, Kurthugoschneider made a T-Swizzle medley! I'll be trying to make those medleys soon, but so far, I've kinda made a Glee one. Haha. Check it out! ;)


That's all! ;) Have a great day ahead and God bless! ;)

Cinderella

It strikes midnight, Cinderella's gone
She left her glass slipper, what's done is done
She runs away, so far away
She runs away, dear, won't you stay?

Drowning in tears, she remembers that day
Screaming in fear, she runs away
This happy ending she will never reach at all
As she tries to fly, she knows she'd fall

The charming girl you danced with last night
She fell right away, after she took flight
Well as you know Cinderella's not free
And no one knows, Cinderella is me...

My Lullaby

"Good evening to the sun
It's time for me to drift into my dreams
My light is fin'lly gone
Melodies, lullabies, it's not what it seems...

Without you I'm a solitary star
But here I am, I've gone this far

This wonderful lullaby
It tells me not to cry
I drift into my dreams
The pain will be gone for a while"

Nothing to You

I never felt this feeling before
Feeling empty, isolated, unseen
Will you ever open the door
To your heart? you're all I'm thinkin'

Am I really just nothing, nothing to you?
Do you really think I'm a joke, I'm untrue?
Because, I'm nothing but a dreamer
You'll never see me, so go on with her.

It's another day gone by
Do I take a risk, do I try?
Should you ever find out it's you
Should you ever find out that everything's true?

Am I really just nothing, nothing to you?
Do you really think I'm a joke, I'm untrue?
Because, I'm nothing but a dreamer
You'll never see me, so go on with her.

If you only knew
Just how much I love you...

Angel of Mine

Angel of mine
could I turn back the hands of time
coz I feel so alone
won't you stay with me and my heart made of stone?

And I know you're watching over me
Hope you know, I dream of you when I sleep
I hope that somehow I could stay with you
We'll fly through the sky so blue...

But no, you're an angel, a prince in my dreams
And I'm a devil inside, it seems
But will you ever hold my hand?
I don't even think that you understand...

Nonsense.

I watch the time go by
I see the world, I start to cry
And I've dreamt about this lonely night
And I know, It ain't gonna be alright...

Only you can heal my broken heart
You don't even want to do your part
Yet you're included in this dream,
this dream with your goodbye scene

Sometimes I wonder if you're real
How could you make me feel, feel
this way, I thought you loved me
Oh, Why didn't I see? (That you were playing me!)